who i AM

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"MEHUTADEIN"MEANS HOW HOW ARE YOU IN THE TWI LANGUAGE OF LARTEH, GHANA. I AM AN AMERICAN CITIZEN OF AFRICAN ANCESTRY AND HAVE BEEN EXPOSED TO TRADITIONAL AFRICAN SPIRITUALITY FOR THE PAST TWENTY THREE YEARS. I AM 35 YEARS OLD AND LIVE IN PHILADELPHIA PENNSYLVANIA. I AM ALSO AN AQUARIUS AND I HAVE FOUND THAT ONLY GOD,TRUTH AND MUSIC SOOTHES MY SOUL AND ALLOWS ME TO BE WHO I AM. I AM ALSO A CONSECRATED PRIEST OF THE NANA AKONEDI SHRINE OF LARTEH,GHANA. READING HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PASSION OF MINE AND A DESIRE TO KNOW TRUTH HAS STEERED ALL OF MY EXPERIENCES. READING BROTHER NEALES WRITING HAS BEEN NOT ONLY INSPIRATIONAL BUT THE CONCEPTS THAT HE HAS CHANNELED HAVE BEEN MY OWN. THE FIRST FEW PAGES OF THE FIRST BOOK I COULD NOT READ BECAUSE OF THE TEARS THAT WELLED UP IN MY EYES. I FELT THAT I WAS HOME. I WAS SO HAPPY. I AM SO HAPPY!! I HAVE TRIED UNSUCESSFULLY TO POST A PIC OF MYSELF TO THIS SITE SO THAT ALL OF YOU MAY VIEW MY PHYSICAL FORM BUT ALAS THE CREATOR HAS OTHER PLANS. RIGHT NOW. I AM UNABLE TO DOWNLOAD MY PIC FROM ITS JPG FILE. I AM SURE THAT I KNOW HOW I AM OFTENTIMES BEFUDDDLED WITH THE TECHNOLOGY OF MAN. AS PROGRESSIVE AS IT CLAIMS I SOMEHOW ALWAYS HAVE A PROBLEM GETTING WHAT I WANT OUT OF IT. IT IS AS IT SHOULD BE. I AN ALSO HOMOSEXUAL AND CURRENTLY HIV POSITIVE. MY FAITH IN HOLISTIC HEALING HAS SHOCKED MY DOCTORS AND THEY CONTINUE TO ASK ME "WHAT ARE YOU DOING.?" I AM NOT ON OR IN NEED OF MODERN MEDICATION AT THIS STAGE. IN FACT I HAVE KEPT MY VIRAL LOAD DOWN AND MY WHITE CELLS UP IN A WAY THAT MATCHES OTHER HIV PATIENTS WHO ARE ON MEDICATION AND TEST NEGATIVE FOR HIV.I REALIZE AS I AM WRITING THIS THAT THIS REALITY I HAVE CREATED WITH MY THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS AND AGAIN THE WORDS OF GOD THROUGH BROTHER NEALE ECHO MY FEELINGS ABOUT LIFE. IN THE PAST I HAVE BEEN CONSUMED WITH TRYING TO CHANGE THE IDEAS ABOUT OUR BEHAVIORS TOWARDS OTHERS. MOST OFTEN I WOULD FIND MYSELF LOOKING AT A REFLECTION OF MYSELF. WHAT I SOUGHT TO CHANGE  IN OTHERS WITH A BAPTIST LIKE FAITH WAS ALWAYS WHAT I NEEDED TO CHANGE MOST ABOUT MYSELF. I HAVE ALWAYS FELT THIS DICHOTOMY IN MY LIFE. THE REFORM I HAVE ALWAYS SOUGHT HAS BEEN MY OWN AND I AM STILL WORKING ON IT. I AM NOW CLOSER THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN TO REAL HAPPINESS. BROTHER NEALE IS TRULY A MESSENGER AS WE ALL ARE AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR HIS VOICE FOR IT IS MINE AND I CAN BE SILENT NO MORE.YOU MAY ALSO VISIT MY WEBSITE ON MYSPACE AT www.OKOMFONKRUMAOPARE [at] MYSPACE [dot] COM">WWW.OKOMFONKRUMAOPARE [at] MYSPACE [dot] COM. MORE INFO OF WHO I AM APPEARS THERE. I AM GRATEFUL THAT I HAVE CREATED AN EXPERIENCE THAT IS SURE TO BRING ME TRUE JOY. MEDOWASI, THAT MEANS THANK YOU.