Stepping away from fear

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I'm not sure for whom this message will reach, however I suppose I hope the real message will find its destination smack dab in the middle of my soul. I'm not quite sure when fear began leading my life, but I find myself fighting it off like a hundgry mesquito on a hot summer night. A plethra of question crash into my mind the moment, the very moment, I awake from my sleep. These questions aren't the kind you tend to want to think about and the anxiety that comes so delicately intertwined within each one makes me want to run faster than I have ever wanted to run. What I truly don't understand is why I can't seem to straighten any of them out. I have never been this way (at least not to my conscious knowledge). I have always been able to see the bigger and brighter picture. The things that hurt me made me smile, the things that challenged me thrilled me, and the things that I knew were only temperary now seem that they may forever be tapping me upon my back. I know better than these feelings. I know logically and spiritually the answer is as simple as: What is happening now is simply what is happening now. I know  the uncertainty I am feeling is laced with the lessons I brought myself here to learn. I know this is higher work happening, nevertheless, I'm stuck. How can this be? How is it to know something and yet feel as if you don't. Aren't we full circle? If we know something logically and rationally won't that trump these mediocre feelings? I guess the truth is maybe I know these things in my mind but lost my faith in my heart and soul? How do you begin to piece it back together? Fear is, I know for certain, the root of this conflict. But I have never been scared like this before (or better yet, maybe I just have never had to actually face fear like this). So.. how do you truly begin to change that fear to love? Do you start with just trying to create a new day, a new life and if so what to you do to maintain your endurance to continue creating a new today, a new tomorrow, a new forever?   

E. Amerissa

 

Comentários

The Highest Good

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Dear Emily,

You asked how to change fear into love and what do you do to maintain your endurance.

I do not know how many of the Conversations with God books you have read and I do not know how deeply you have gotten into their messages.  However,  to assist you in beginning to find the answers to your two questions, I believe you should be made aware of what God tells Neale is "The Highest Good."

The highest good is when you are able to comprehend the truth that "your soul" is constantly connected to the God Source.  "Your soul" is intimately aware of the agenda that you have entered this realm to experience.  This agenda is created perfectly because God is perfect.  Most people are acutely unaware of this agenda or even the fact that it exists.

Becoming aware that it truly exists is step one in "stepping out of fear and into God's Love."  Having faith in God that "Your Soul's Agenda" was created for "Your Highest Good" during this time of experiencing and that, by surrendering to this truth, you will enter into the natural flow of God's energy is step number two.

Moment to moment, having the "attitude of gratitude" to God for this perfect creation is how you "maintain" your endurance each and every moment, each and every day.  "Thank God" takes on an entirely new connotation!  Thank God constantly for the perfection of this creation and "know" that "before you have asked, it has already been answered" by God!

Love, Joy and Peace,

Bob K.

Bob K, I have only read the

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Bob K,

I have only read the first volume of CWG. I began book two but found myself having reservations about it so I put it down years ago, only to pick it up again when I felt it called upon me. I guess now is the time to do so. I suppose I am having a hard time believing in the power of a higher being, a higher truth, a greater life, a wonderful self and satisfied soul. I believe those things are out there and are obtainable, but I"m not sure why for the first time in my life, I feel its not obtainable for me. Thats where fear begins to "rear" its ugly head. Before I know it my mind is overloaded with questions, my heart rapidly beating with anxiety and my stomach sick with worry. Lately, I, with a knowing mind, avoid those feelings with my best abilities. I DO NOT WANT A LIFE LIKE THIS! So how do you actually begin fighting? How do actually begin changing your life without feeling like you are lying about it? 

Dear Emily, Why do you feel

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Dear Emily,

Why do you feel that all of those things are not obtainable by you?  Would you care to elaborate?

What are your questions?  Your worries?

If this venue is too uncomfortable, please feel free to e-mail me or not.

Love, Joy and Peace,

Bob K.

 

BOB, In all truth I question

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BOB,

In all truth I question what I am capable of obtaining because I look around at my friends and my family. All of them share the same sort of feelings and stantards for life (that is to say they actually make standards for their lives). All I see around me is acceptance. But not true acceptance that I felt, but acceptance of "this is just how life is" or "this as good as it gets" or "what you got is what you get". I guess I just look around at that all the time and lose sight that more actually is possible. I am in ways ridiculed for the way I think and feel about life. I am always deemed "too analytical" or I "think too much" or "I read too much into situations". The truth is I just want to live. I mean really live. Breathe life in and actually feel it circle my body, as if its a passenger on my blood stream. I want to truly experience every situation that happens to me, for me and by me. Maybe thats the problem here. I fell into what I saw on the outside as being true reality and gave up believing my true reality comes from inside. I choose. I am the boss here. I'm running this show. I am my own creation. Thank you so much for your response Bob. All my problems are not solved, yet it is fantastic to know people like you and people like me exist. Thank you for caring. I want you to know how much I just needed to spit out the ugliness I have obtained over the past few months, in attempt to acutally hear what I was doing. It's very challenging to state my shortcomings, but not because I am always ashamed, but because I know the answer. Its like I can not truly complain about much because the lessons and the truth is staring me right in the face, in that very moment, taunting me to take the plunge. Begging me to delve back into my beautiful self. Your responses reassured me that wanting more DOES NOT make me less or weird or melodramatic, but just me. I want you to know you helped me smile. The lasting kind of smile that leaves a print on you soul. Thanks again!

Emily

 

 

Being

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Dear Emily,

Thank you for your response.  "I am happy" that I could "be" of some small service.  And that is why I am, again, writing to you.

God states to Neale, "Stop wanting and start BEING."  God states that "wanting" gives you exactly that, "wanting"; "waiting to be."

Instead of "wanting to be happy, or waiting to be happy,"  God says, "Be happy."  God states that "Being anything is not an effect; it is a cause."

In other words, as I understand it, "BE" what you desire and then your desires "WILL BE."  God states that if you desire happiness, for example, "BE HAPPY," no matter what, and then "happiness will be" manifested into your life.

Therefore, "Being happy" is the cause; having "happinesses manifest" themselves into your life is the effect.  (Cause/Effect.)

The quickest way to "be happy" is to "do happy" and then you will "have happiness."  (This is God's formula:  Be, Do Have.)

I hinted at this in my first sentence to you today. 

I am happy "be-cause" I did something for you to make you happy, which in turn, gave me a sense of happiness.  (Be-Do Have.)

As God says, "Be Cause!"

If you desire Love, "Be Love" to others.

If you desire Joy, "Be Joy" to others.

If you desire Peace, "Be Peace" to others.

Love, Joy and Peace to you my Sister in God,

Bob K.

face your fears

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Dear friend,

Our feelings are indicators of our hidden intentions.Most of us are splintered personalities where the most dominant voice within us getting heard at a given moment.

What I would suggest you is to observe your emotions,not to run away or avoid them.The act of looking at a fear makes the fear disappear.

Know help is always at hand.

love and joy to you,

Kamal.

Kamal, Thank you for your

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Kamal,

Thank you for your reply! You are right about facing my fears and with some reservation I am trying to do that. What do you do when you are letting yourself feel those very scary thoughts and you become over-whelmed with fear? See, the problem is there are certain things I know to be true. Such as, all of this is temporary, I am manifesting this fear, this fear can't kill me and so on, yet I still can't seem to feel that in my heart, my soul, and my gut. So... in those moments of absolute fear, anxiety, and frustration..... how do I tap into the power I KNOW I withhold instead of pushing it aside?

Look within

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Dear friend,

The key to the dilemma you find yourself locked in is within you!If you are watchful of your feelings,they will lead you to your hidden intentions.All this will require a determined effort on your part as we tend to fall back on the previous pattern easily.So ince you have decided stick to your resolve by conscious effort.

There is nothing that you can not do.There is nothing you cannot be.There is nothing you cannnot have.Can God promise you less than this?

God is with you always,

Kamal.