Conversations with God and Mental Illness Help
This posting is for all of those people in the world who suffer from mental illness. Those people who have brain chemistry that does not allow them to be able to see clearly all that life does have to offer.
I question Neale in helping to understand how I, living with a menal illness that is controlled by much needed medications can fully apply the CWG materials and grasp them as stepping stones to better days ahead.. I have read all of the works of Neale on CWG and truly embrace them as my foundation for living my life, but then my brain chemistry changes with the ebb and flow of my illness and I feel as though there is no application, no words, no guidance that can control the depression, anxiety, and helplessness that washes over and takes over my life....
Neale says to bless all things that come to us but how do i bless the days when what comes is nothing but fear, anxiety, and loss of hope when my brain is in control...controlling my chemistry that makes up my moods and how i experience the world on any given day.
I feel like I am an outsider unable to truly live through my soul and the CWG way of life as the brain is stronger than the soul. It seems the soul just lies down when the brain takes over and does not know what to do.
If I am one with God does God have bi polar disorder to? Does God know how much it hurts to live with a debilitating mental illness than can go so far as to make you want to take your own life to get relief from it?
I wish Neale would address God and mental illness and shed some light on how to live from the soul when mentally you have no control...how to find God in you when what is in you may be craziness from your mental illness lack of thought control and loss of hope...
I think Neale has been the entire reason I have been able to deal with this illness at all, but I want to live EVERYDAY the CWG WAY...and life is not allowing that.
Any insight Neale? What does God say about mental illness?
Posted Апрель 11th, 2008 by Cathryncms